Wednesday, May 11, 2011

A Small Set Back


After months of being "okay" and all hormone levels fine, I received a call this month that all of a sudden my progesterone level is not conducive to ovulation? This was puzzling to me because I have been fine on every test otherwise. So my meds were increased and they continue to take it's toll on me and my energy level, this month has been a bit better, although the exhaustion is still very present. I think my body may be adjusting to the medication, but we only have one month left to try this route and then we will discuss what's next? I am hoping and praying hard that this month is the charm. Jason remains positive daily and we continue to push forward praying for our miracle to happen this month, all the while knowing it may not be this month- but a girl can keep praying and wishing right? Mother's Day this year was difficult, but my sweet husband took me to lunch and showed his appreciation for me as a "DOGGY MOM" to Baby and Emma and a sweet friend gave me a Mother's Day card that was sincerely touching. My desire to be a mom is so very deep and I know and have accepted a long time ago that I will be a mother one day even if that means never giving birth. Please continue to pray for us and we will be praying for you and your family as you are on this journey, the road is hard and long but one day I just know it will be worth it!!!

Psalm 39:7 But now, O Lord, upon what am I relying? You are my only hope!

2 comments:

  1. I'm still thinking of you and praying for you. Your strength is truly inspiring!

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